How to use a light-saber... Safely :)

Having seen the star wars movies, i was quite temped on the idea of owning a light-saber.

I even did a web search on how to make one from scratch :)

Well, it didn't work out... (T-T) i gave up on seeing the instructions...
Where am i suppose to find the crystals that are used in the light-saber?

But, all was not in vain, cos i found something funny too!

It is a clip on how to use light-sabers safely...

The clip is here http://www.putfile.com/media.php?n=your_lightsaber_100 (QuickTime required)

I was like "LOL" after watching it, i wouldn't want to spoil it for ya, go watch if you haven't :)

Monday blues...

It i seems that i haven't recovered from my "Holiday" mode...

Was almost late today, cos i stayed up last night watching TV :)

The primary and secondary school are now officially in the holidays, hurray for them!!

The education system is always changing, is it getting better or worse?

Some, people's answer was yes, no and some don't care those which i refer to as I-am-through-school-already type :)

The students nowadays are more stressed, and don't get back home as early as they used to be, cos they have CCAs which is carried out in the evenings, so most of them reach home at about 6-8 pm, hard for them huh?

Not to mention the enrichment programs that their parents sign them up for...

Looks like i was lucky? Although i still go to school, i kinda have a loose schedule he he :)

Well, although it isn't a holiday break for me, i guess i can live through it (>_<), never the less, the primary and secondary students earned their holidays, so... I will like to say:

"Happy June Holidays!"

Enjoy while you can.. Heh heh! Just joking ;)

Games...

Well... Life certainly isn't all fun and games, after shoving through my homework for the weekend, i can say i finally finish most if not all of it.

The smell of freedom is sure sweet!

At least this freedom will last till tomorrow, which i have to head back to school (>_<)

Recently, having spending my free time browsing the online forums, i found out that a mmorpg is now being "popular" with the people, so i went to download it and try...

Its name is "Gate to Heaven"... Nice name eh? But it's download speed was slow i had to wait 4-5 hours for it to complete (T-T).

Luckily, its a nice game and i enjoyed it quite a bit... (Hope i don't get too addicted to it, he he)

In case you wanted to know the webby for the game it is :http://www.gth.com.my

Is it free? Yes, it most certainly is!

I think i will stop here... I gotta play more.... MORE...!
Just joking ;)

Weekends...

Yup... Finally reached the weekends :)

This whole week was like the longest's week ever... I guess it is due to the fact, i am still in "holiday" mode, and it is hard to go back to attending classes.

Well..., the primary & secondary students are now taking their holiday break.

I guess that all is fair... My holidays had passed, it's best i not cling too tightly on the fact my holidays are over (>_<)

But... I sure wished it would last longer, wouldn't you do the same? ;)

Anyways, i think this "zen" stuff my friend recommended is doing me good...

Meditation is boring, but is helpful in taming my "wild" mind, or so my friend says...

Oh well... I hope that zen may be the answer to my "worry" problem...

Ah... The day seems to be lovely, i think i will go for a walk... :)

Changes...

We experience changes everyday, so did you ask yourself the question:

"Is change always good? "

To tell the truth... I am very afraid of changes, but i always will try to put up a brave front, so that others wouldn't know.

Perhaps you would ask me, "Why be afraid of change? , What's so scary about change?"

Its that kinda feeling that you would one day wake up and not know what happen around you, its like you are in a foreign place, what you know before wasn't going to aid you in this new environment.

"What now?" I would ask myself then... What will become of me? Am i going to be alone?

Alone...

No one to speak to...

No one that you know...

It is my greatest nightmare...

When always faced with this problem... I picked the choice "Escape"...

I know it wasn't the wisest thing to do. But... Is there another way?

Recently, meeting up with some of my old friends, i learnt that "Escape" wasn't the only way.

Doing some research and reading... I realized that things wasn't what i imagined, there wasn't really much to fear about being alone...

Laughing at my old self, and this question:

"What would you do when you are alone?"

I asked one of my friends, and the answer he gave was just simple maybe too simple... Making me wanna laugh.

"Then go to someplace where you are not alone... " He added with a smile...

Envy...

This morning, on the way to school...

I saw the old primary school that I went to...

It changed quite a lot, there was a new addition to the school, the field that was before doesn't really exist anymore... I still remember that I used to run about, there...

However, it will still exist in my memory...

Friends that I knew then, only to find their contact numbers sealed up in one of my boxes in my storeroom, but hey who knows... I could bump into them from time to time, fate seems to has a way with people :)

I must admit I still miss the old days, where there wasn't much to worry about.

Things was much simpler before. Discrimination didn't really exist then, one can just sit down and play with other people, regardless of their gender or race...

Why is it so hard to communicate with other people nowadays?

This question was turned over in mind for a dozen of times, but sadly no answer came to me.
Maybe it isn't time yet, perhaps i will has the answer to this when i am closer to my true self...

But now, watching the children play at the nearby playground... I just cannot help to envy them :)

Time...

Time passed very quickly...

I always thought that i would do thing better if i had more time...

Isn't that what most people wish for?

Perhaps that is why, the concept of time traveling seems so appealing to people.

But, think... If you can really travel back to the past, and change it, can the present be still called the present?

So, maybe it is a blessing that we can do our time traveling one day at a time :)

Just a piece of advise:

"Now is what that is important, cheris it! Time waits for no one..."

First entry

You know... The trends on blogs are currently on the high rise, having seeing my few friends creating blogs, making me want to do so to :)

So, here I am writting one ;)

Why do people keep blogs?
Is it becos of fame?
Perhaps it is to tell the world how he/she is feeling?

Or simply, becos they wanted to impress the girl next door?

Heh, i hope to find out too :)